dxyner (dxyner) wrote in fightdepression,

Something is broken.

I'm not doing well with the basics. Before I went into group therapy I would have said that my problems with the basics came from being over worked and stressed, a full time job and graduate school all at once. Now though, I have nothing but time. I have food in the cupboards and time to cook. I have time to clean, and I don't do it. Yesterday I had a bagel with cream cheese and a microwaved burrito. Today I did three loads of laundry because I have been without clean socks for three weeks.

What's wrong with me? Why am I so against maintenance? Today I deleted over 4000 text messages piling up in my phone since 2008. I'm not a hoarder, and I'm not lazy, so what IS the problem?
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