Lydia (lydiagaddy95) wrote in fightdepression,

Hey, I'm new to this. I guess I'll ramble about myself for a moment.

My name is Lydia. I am 16 years old and going into my junior year of high school. I have been diagnosed with manic depressive disorder, anxiety, and I used to have a drug problem. My life has not been the easiest, but also not the hardest. I had a pretty good childhood. Things went south when I was 15. I started doing drugs very heavily to suppress my feelings of basically self-hatred, guilt, failure and many other unhealthy feelings. I also used to self harm, I am a recovering cutter. Cutting was the hardest addiction to break for me, personally. I also have a bad stealing problem which I think ties into the depression i some way. I just wish I wan't such a fucked up teenager. I just want to be normal and happy and carefree.

I am a good listener, and I give great advice, so if anyone ever needs to talk to me, please feel free. Like I said, I am very, very nice and will never judge anyone  no matter the situation. I guess this will be the end of my nonsense. <3
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